I wasted my happiness

[Anonymous]

I got my first weak orgasm back in kindergarten while climbing a high horizontal bar through a pipe. From the age of 7 I masturbated in the shower. At the age of 10, my friends and I started playing lesbian games with porn. I lost my virginity at 11. First blowjob at 13, anal at 14. It was all BDSM and MFM and FMM, arguing that in life you have to try everything. I had sex everywhere, even at school. Now I’m 20 and I’ve had 30 sexual partners, not counting girls. And I thought that nothing would surprise me anymore, but I fell in love and I had never experienced such feelings with anyone. But according to the law of meanness, he found out about one of my adventures and left me and I can’t even kiss anyone but him. Now I hate myself for everything that happened. I wasted my happiness.

[Guest]

You’re young, come to the big city and everything will be fine.

[niqk]

Poor thing... Only if everyone grieved so much because they “wasted their owl happiness,” life would stop. Therefore - do not be afraid! Have full sex
with everyone you can. But! Know how to hide your past from everyone! And first of all from...

[Tanushka]

Poor thing... Only if everyone grieved so much because they “wasted their happiness,” life would stop. Therefore - do not be afraid! Have full sex
with everyone you can. But! Know how to hide your past from everyone! And first of all from...

Sent after 20 minutes 43 seconds:
It’s not entirely clear what the author wants from everyone reading her story??? Moreover, in its conclusion, the conclusion was clearly and understandably summed up. So what??? Well, the flag is in your hands.
But seriously, it’s better to start with a clean slate and look for a serious relationship, somewhere away from your city, as someone here rightly noted, or on the Internet, so for sure with a clean slate.

[niqk]

Hmm, the author just complained about life. I regretted the wasted time...