Why did a heterosexual man become attracted to dick?

[Mixed with it]

Hi all! I want to talk about such an important topic for me, because there is no one else to discuss it with (
I am 35 years old, a handsome, athletic man, I have always been interested in women and I myself loved and love exclusively women. There was one event in my life (divorce), which I accepted as a betrayal. At first there was hatred of women, then I gradually returned to a normal sex life with women. Moreover, I noticed that the thought of a man’s penis, an erotic, beautiful penis, began to excite me. sex with a man is not permissible for me, hugs and kisses also disgust me (thoughts about them), but I want to hold a penis in my hand, together or even masturbate with each other and, worst of all, even give each other a blowjob(
I I’m not 100% gay, I can’t classify myself as bi either, because I’m not attracted to men as an object in general, but only to one specific organ - the penis.
For a long time I tried to find the reason, to understand what’s the matter, but I didn’t find it. I decided to just come to terms with the fact that I have such a desire, which is abnormal for a man, but thoughts overwhelm me more and more, with the desire to try.
At the same time, I normally go to the bathhouse with my friends. the shower of the gym, we are naked there and it doesn’t bother me or excite me in any way, but the fantasy that I and another man are masturbating together immediately causes strong excitement and desire.
I’m tired of these thoughts and fantasies, but to get rid of I can not. Maybe someone else has this problem or can give advice in general, I would be grateful. Including simple answers and communication)

[Womanslave]

Hello everyone! I want to chat on such an important topic for me, because there is no one else to discuss it with (
I am 35 years old, a handsome, athletic man, I have always been interested in women and I myself loved and love exclusively women. There was one event in my life (divorce), which I accepted as a betrayal. At first there was hatred of women, then I gradually returned to a normal sex life with women, but I noticed that the thought of a man’s penis, namely an erotic, beautiful penis, began to excite me. with a man is not acceptable for me, hugs and kisses also cause disgust (thoughts about them), but I want to hold a penis in my hand, masturbate together, or even masturbate with each other, and the worst thing, even give each other a blowjob(
I don’t I’m 100% gay, I can’t classify myself as bi either, because I’m not attracted to men as an object in general, but only to one specific organ - the penis.
I tried for a long time to find the reason, to understand what’s the matter, but Have not found. I decided to just come to terms with the fact that I have such a desire, which is abnormal for a man, but thoughts overwhelm me more and more with the desire to try.
At the same time, I normally go to the bathhouse with my friends, to the gym shower, we they’re naked there and it doesn’t bother me or excite me in any way, but the fantasy that I’m masturbating with another man immediately causes strong excitement and desire.
I’m tired of these thoughts and fantasies, but I can’t get rid of them. Maybe someone else has this problem or can give advice in general, I would be grateful. Including just answers and communication)

I think it’s worth trying to make your fantasies come true. I’m also not a homosexual, not even a bisexual, but I love giving blowjobs to my wife’s lovers. It is the presence of my wife in this that excites me most of all.

[Henson]

Mixrom35,
First of all, there is nothing abnormal in your case and it is better to get rid of such an assessment altogether.
Secondly, you probably, I don’t know, need to find out, you wanted new sensations, brighter and more unusual.
Thirdly, perhaps you are not attracted to men-men, but let’s say some Twinks and other gentle guys
Fourth, even if no guys/men are attracted to you, everything is still gutt. You are simply attracted to a specifically beautiful, strong penis, in isolation from the rest of the body. You can easily find the same guy in the appropriate applications or websites, get acquainted and try to jerk off together for starters. You can do it later, or you can immediately move forward to taking his penis in your hand, or even in your mouth. I don’t think you’ll have any problems finding it.
I strongly advise you to try it. Even if all the flair disappears, it will be a very interesting experience. And if you get to the blowjob, you will begin to understand girls better. This is exactly what happened to me. After my first blowjob, every time I look at my girlfriend with such love and gratitude for her blowjob...

[Truwor]

I, too, didn’t know or suspect anything like that about myself, until the three of us accidentally went to bed, my wife and I and another man. When, falling asleep, I touched my wife there, between her legs, and found that man’s hard and hot penis and my wife’s wet panties sandwiched between her legs, I became scared from the thought that I could no longer tear my hand off this thick penis, Moreover, I had an even more terrible desire that my wife would certainly feel this magnificent penis in her little neat pussy, that it would enter her and, moreover, I wanted to direct this penis into her pussy with my own palm, kissing her.

[Pirate]

Yes, it’s okay, many have tried it. If you want, try it