Please help, I'm crazy!

Unread post by **In short, Sasha** » 13 Mar 2020, 14:23

I am 18 years old, I am a girl.
I have a problem of either a sexual nature or a psychological one, this greatly interferes with my life. Please give me some advice. Contacting a specialist in real life will be the very last thing I do, because it’s embarrassing. In short, photos and videos with mutilated corpses, blood, the murder process itself, cuts, screams and everything connected with it are very exciting. And no, not in relation to me, but in relation exclusively to others. Porn never turned me on. I’ll make a reservation, I’m not a virgin, I had relationships with both a girl and a guy, but if we had sex, I mostly did it for the sake of satisfying my partner.
I remember when I was very little ( 4-5 years old), dreamed of me killing babies and at the same time masturbating, holding a blanket between my legs. The strangest thing is that I could not see this anywhere; no one had ever beaten or raped me. Throughout my childhood, I was excited even by small cuts on someone’s hands, but at the same time I thought that this was the norm and that it was like that for everyone. At the age of 13, she discovered closed VK public pages and began masturbating on videos of flayers, maniacs and other bastards. I understand how terrible and disgusting it is on my part, but I can’t do anything! Let’s go back to the present time. A year ago, I had just finished 11th grade and was still at school. And so, I volunteered to do extracurricular activities, we sat with one girl, cut out what we were told and she cut herself (right to the meat). She ran to the toilet to stick her finger under the stream. I don’t know what came over me, I didn’t want to do it at all, but I didn’t notice how I took the scissors, went after her, and when I saw that all the water in the sink was red, I just jumped on her and threw her to the floor and began not to choke too much. Literally a few seconds later I had something like an orgasm... God, I was seriously scared, what if I really kill someone this way. This is attempted murder, a criminal offense, this is fucked up! If I were the girl, I would go to the police. Thank God that nothing happened!
I think I wrote a lot of water here, but still the essence of the question is clear. I’m not a troll and the question is not a joke, I really don’t know what to do and I’m asking for help.

Unread post by **niqk** » 14 Mar 2020, 07:20

In short, Sasha: ↑13 Mar 2020, 14:23 I am 18 years old, I am a girl.
I have a problem of either a sexual nature or a psychological one, this greatly interferes with my life. Please give me some advice. Contacting a specialist in real life will be the very last thing I do, because it’s embarrassing. In short, photos and videos with mutilated corpses, blood, the murder process itself, cuts, screams and everything connected with it are very exciting. And no, not in relation to me, but in relation exclusively to others. Porn never turned me on. I’ll make a reservation, I’m not a virgin, I’ve had relationships with both a girl and a guy, but if we had sex, I mostly did it for the sake of satisfying my partner.

Dear girl.
This is called psychopathy. And this is very serious! It won’t go away on its own. And no advice on any forum will help you. Here you need
a good specialist, either a psychotherapist or a psychiatrist. No one else can help you! And don’t delay! Otherwise, one day you will wake up in
bed with a corpse who until recently was your loved one!

Unread post by **Guest** » 15 Mar 2020, 04:02

insanity grew stronger to the psychiatrist before it was too late

Unread post by **Guest** » 04 Jul 2020, 15:07

Sasha, don’t stop yourself. It’s very cool what you’re doing)

Unread post by **goodbye1** » 05 Jul 2020, 02:40

Go to the hospital . I was in a psychiatric hospital for more than a month and it helped me.

Unread post by **niqk** » 05 Jul 2020, 06:37

"Correct decision!"

Unread post by **Ezingrin** » 16 Aug 2020, 05:43

Do not listen to them. This is fine. You’re not crazy. Write in PM

Unread post by **Alexey** » 19 Aug 2020, 11:51

At 4.5 you’re still walking! What kind of perversions can you dream about? What nonsense are you talking about?

Unread post by **Femininity** » 22 Nov 2020, 18:12

smells like shit specifically

Unread post by **Femininity** » 22 Nov 2020, 18:14

Femininity, why such a nickname?

Unread post by **In-Out** » 22 Nov 2020, 20:54

Everyone understands that on such forums there are not and cannot be specialist consultants on such complex topics.
It is highly likely that such messages are an attempt to invite discussion of a specific (taboo) topic.

Unread post by **North** » 22 Nov 2020, 21:53

Yeah: very similar... people are directed - looking for information. - Maybe someone... will “blab” on a specific topic?

Unread post by **Martinez** » 03 Aug 2021, 06:02

Girl, problems like yours are solved only by specialists, and not by grandmothers at the entrance (forum users here are no better than grandmothers). Think about it yourself, why are you embarrassed to go to a specialist for help, but not to tell everyone about it in confidence? So put your feet up and see a psychologist.

Unread post by **Olya Rostovskaya** » 03 Aug 2021, 06:26

In short, Sasha, This is already a clinic! Run to a psychiatrist before you do anything bad! Moreover, a psychologist will not help here - this is real psychiatry! In the meantime, avoid sexualizing moments, because if you want to fuck, you can end up in jail for 15 years!

Unread post by **Frodo** » 03 Aug 2021, 07:18

, I agree with the conclusions described above, you have a direct path to a psychic specialist. And yes, it’s better not to delay this visit, for your own safety.

Unread post by **with the world** » 08 Sep 2021, 18:48

I had such a period, if you want, I’ll tell you more, write in PM, I don’t really want to expose this to the public

Unread post by **Frankish** » 19 Sep 2021, 13:24

I agree, we need a specialist

Unread post by **Rorik** » 03 Nov 2021, 04:00

And it seemed to me that I was the abnormal pervert
Yes, my attraction to young children is just flowers in comparison with this
Ndaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ;

Unread post by **Elf** » 20 Jul 2022, 14:05

We need a specialist with a 20cm tool and definitely an experienced one! You will cum 10 times before the morning and forget about all this))

Unread post by **Maximum** » 25 Jul 2022, 15:13

At the age of 4-5 I masturbated

you should write books, fabulous)

Unread post by **I’m leaving** » 25 Jul 2022, 15:38

So you write books raising irrelevant ancient topics in order to fill messages for viewing photos. And on the topic, the girl grew up6, found a boyfriend6, married her husband, gave birth to a child and forgot about the nonsense on the forum. Either she’s in prison for murder, or and in a mental hospital. or 6 feet underground.

Unread post by **Maximum** » 25 Jul 2022, 15:44

I can’t call it anything else. In other topics there is something real that can be discussed and advised, but for stupidity, nothing smart comes to mind. As for me, this is nonsense. Masturbation at 4 years old))) and dreams with murders) well, really.

Unread post by **Skeletal** » 25 Jul 2022, 17:40

This is a problem for a psychiatrist. Build a barrier for yourself: never any violence against anyone, no matter what feelings are awakened. Manage yourself. If you hurt and show cruelty, then only to yourself and only within limits. PSYCHIATRIST and URGENT!

Unread post by **sprite** » 04 Feb 2024, 14:23

niqk: ↑14 Mar 2020, 07:20 either a psychotherapist or a psychiatrist

Have they ever helped anyone???

Unread post by **niqk** » 05 Feb 2024, 05:55

sprite, I personally know drug addicts who quit with the help of psychiatrists ...

Unread post by **Eustace** » 05 Feb 2024, 06:04

and what will our local Psychiatrist say about this, by the way, where is she, the couple hasn’t checked in yet....

Unread post by **niqk** » 05 Feb 2024, 07:16

Eustace: ↑05 Feb 2024, 06:04 What will our local Psychiatrist say about this, by the way, where is she, the couple hasn’t checked in yet...

And the local psychiatrist is active here stuck out from the forum. Maybe you’ve already reached your goal...

Unread post by **Eustace** » 05 Feb 2024, 07:20

niqk: ↑05 Feb 2024, 07:16 And the local psychiatrist was actively pushed out of the forum. Maybe they have already reached their goal...

not our Psychiatrist, she can fire whoever you want!!!

Unread post by **niqk** » 05 Feb 2024, 07:25

Eustace: ↑05 Feb 2024, 07:20
niqk: ↑05 Feb 2024, 07:16 And the local psychiatrist was actively pushed out of the forum. Maybe they have already reached their goal...
not our Psychiatrist, she can fire whoever you want!!!

I don’t know, I don’t know... You can get the most persistent person...

Unread post by **Eustace** » 05 Feb 2024, 07:27

niqk: ↑05 Feb 2024, 07:25 You can get the most persistent person...

well, I don’t know!!! there are nerves, Fire!!!! some kind of titanium ropes))))

Unread post by **niqk** » 05 Feb 2024, 07:29

Eustace: ↑05 Feb 2024, 07:27 there are nerves, Fire!!!! some kind of Titanium ropes))))

And inside there is a gentle, lonely Soul...

Unread post by **Jolly Roger** » 05 Feb 2024, 09:37

In short, Sasha: ↑13 Mar 2020, 14:23 In short, photos and videos with mutilated corpses, blood, the murder process itself, cuts, screams and everything connected with it are very exciting

In short, Sasha: ↑13 Mar 2020, 14:23 the question is not a joke, I really I don’t know what to do and I’m asking for help.

God will help. But it’s better to contact a good psychiatrist, he’ll get help faster

Unread post by **sprite** » 05 Feb 2024, 14:42

niqk, the situation with Topicstarter is perhaps more complicated than with drug addicts

Unread post by **Alex Grey** » 26 Feb 2024, 15:38

contact a qualified doctor, only he can help!!!

Please help, I'm crazy!

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