
I was placed in his house 3 years ago, when I entered the university. He has a family: a wife, two sons and a daughter. My uncle is 47 years old. A typical guy in appearance, nothing attractive to girls my age. Everything happened too spontaneously.
I have had the habit of sleeping in my underwear since childhood. Last year, as usual, at night, when everyone was asleep, I quickly went to the toilet, but my uncle came out of the kitchen right in front of me, I felt very embarrassed, because I was standing in front of him in my underpants, so I flew into the toilet. I’ve had a vulgar fantasy since I was 15, that same night I got excited and looked for porn where grown men fuck young girls.
When I masturbated, I imagined my uncle fucking me. Whenever I saw him, I looked at his groin and imagined how he would fuck me.
And so six months ago he quarreled with his wife, so he didn’t go with them to someone’s event and stayed at home, and that day I had a day off. I went into the shower, heard him watching something on TV and it was as if something had awakened in me, I came out of the shower naked and walked past him into the room. She left the door of the room open and slowly began to pull out clean linen and things from the closet. I didn’t notice how he came to the door and looked at me. I sat down on the bed and was scared when I saw him, I couldn’t say anything. And he said that he wants to do something with me now. He unzipped his fly, took out his dick and started jerking off to me. Then I wanted to run away, hide, suddenly it became scary, but he just started pestering me and I gave myself to him. He fucked me, but he thought he had raped me and threatened me that he would do it again if I told anyone about it. I didn’t even suspect that I myself really dreamed of him forcibly fucking me. Since then, he came to my room at night to give me cunnilingus, to fuck me quietly. Then I learned to give blowjobs to his dicks. Now he knows that our sex is consensual. We fuck when his wife is not at home. Even when his very little daughter was in the same room with us. While she was watching cartoons, I jumped on his dick and begged him to put a second finger in my anal.
And recently we were having dinner and this child began to say that her dad loves me more than her, because he “plays” with me, but not with her. His wife didn’t understand and my uncle and I immediately changed the subject. But last week, his wife sat down on my couch and started chatting with me, asking if I had a boyfriend, what I would do after graduating from the university, if I wanted to get married. Then she began to say that my uncle was a good man, that she was glad, because they had such a good family. She is glad to me that we have the same relationship with him as in childhood :))))))) that the children are already jealous of him for me, because we often began to spend time together in my room or went for walks.

After she reminded me of my childhood, I felt ashamed. It’s true, he played with me as a child, I was a child. And now I’m 20 and he’s fucking me, I want him as a man. It’s a pity for his wife, besides, she is very kind. But I don’t want to stop having sex with him. I’ve already tried to replace it with others, but it doesn’t feel the same. I really like to realize that we have a family connection. I don’t know what to do
Have you encountered this? Have you had any experience with incest???