Anonymously. Not a throw-in. D19 Three months ago I met a guy for sex...

Unread post by **Anonymous** » 30 Nov 2019, 07:33

Anonymously. Not a throw-in. D19 Three months ago I met a guy through sex dating for a one-night stand without obligation. We met, drank cognac at my house, chatted until five in the morning, then fell asleep without intimacy. I learned everything about his life, and he learned everything about me in one night. Then he wrote on VKontakte that he fell in love with me and I was the first girl to whom he opened his soul and it wasn’t about alcohol. Later I met his parents and his older brother. He became depressed and disappeared for two weeks. I was very worried. We met him and slept (already sober). I fell in love and he also proposed a serious relationship. We wanted to move in together and live together, but after 12 days he disappeared again
I thought it was another depression. Then his mother calls me and says that Pasha hanged himself in his room. She asked if we had quarreled. She called me to the funeral and commemoration. I met with her and gave her money because he was a dear person to me. I didn’t come to the funeral, it was too painful. After this incident, my psyche went crazy. I constantly wake up and it seems to me that he is lying next to me, all the pillows and sheets smell of him. I think I’m going crazy. The new soldier, when he gets up for work in the morning, I see Pasha and call him by name, then I feel dizzy and fall asleep again. When I wash in the bathroom I hear Pasha’s voice and smell his cologne. The new martyr doesn’t know anything, he sees that there’s something wrong with me, but I don’t dare tell the truth, otherwise he’ll turn me into a fool. I don’t have parents. There is no one to share with. I communicate with Pasha’s mother and older brother. This is the only thing that saves me from leaving my floor. The only thing I’m still alive for. Aunt Marina is the most precious thing I have left, she is like a mother to me. I can’t miss Pasha so much anymore and I don’t know what prompted him to take this last step.

Unread post by **niqk** » 08 Mar 2020, 06:45

A poor girl! You need a psychotherapist. And urgently! Until the roof finally comes off...

Unread post by **Dimo** » 08 Aug 2022, 22:24

I sympathize, but where did the new guy come from?

Unread post by **Obedient boy** » 19 Jun 2023, 02:12

Or maybe turn into a battle of psychics?

Unread post by **King Bird** » 19 Jun 2023, 04:09

Anonymous, If this is true, we urgently need to contact anywhere , but not on this forum.

Unread post by **Wednesday** » 19 Jun 2023, 04:17

The topic is old and perhaps the vehicle has already been treated. She got married and babysits children.

Unread post by **MarlowGX** » 19 Jun 2023, 04:20

Conclusion, there’s no reason to sleep with the first ones you come across right away!

Unread post by **gnusmas** » 18 Jul 2023, 04:38

Try a psychologist