Anonymous Guy 19. I've been together with my girlfriend for less than a month. She comes to me sometimes...

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Anonymous Guy 19. I’ve been together with my girlfriend for less than a month. She comes to me sometimes and we fuck. One night I began to be afraid of her. I came on her chest and she quickly began to lick my liquid. She began to eat it greedily. Hid under the blanket. When I asked what was the matter. She replied that my sperm reminded her of nut butter. I tried to forget about this moment. Yesterday I invited her to move in together and live together since it would take her a long time to get to me from her city. She moved and I very quickly regretted it. I mean, I’m sleeping at night and I feel like my penis is being pawed by something. I hear some sounds. I open my eyes carefully, and she starts sucking and whispering: My nut butter! Where are you?
I pretended to be asleep. Then in the morning we went with her on the bus to buy groceries. We’re sitting on the bus and she puts her hand down my pants in front of all the people, without even being embarrassed, and starts jerking off, squeezing it so hard and quickly. I almost hanged myself from shame and disgrace. I tried to remove my hand but she jerked off so quickly and powerfully. I covered those places with my backpack at that moment when she was generally violet at people. Eventually I came. And he walked down the street in smelly wet shorts. And the last thing that finished me off. I noticed her rummaging through the trash and looking for condoms, when I asked what was going on, she explained it by saying that when we parted, she would have a piece of me left, this was nut butter in a condom (my sperm)
I basically don’t know how to quit anymore I can’t do it, it’s not masculine. I don’t want her to consider me the last gonno. I invited her to live with serious intentions, but these oddities in her are simply killing me. Now I’m talking to a girl 4000 km away from me. She holds me and understands. We have been communicating with her for two weeks as friends and for 4 days as more than friends. She calls me sometimes and I call her. And when he sends pictures, my dick actually sticks out. I’m afraid to call my partner by her name. She doesn’t know anything that I even live with a girl. The only thing that kills the bitch is why such good girls live so far away. It seems I fell for the girl on the other side of the monitor and am completely confused!