I want to meet an adult and experienced girl (adult for me is 28-42)

[Kwonnn]

I’m 21, and until now I haven’t slept with anyone, for some reason before this it didn’t really bother me, but now I’m starting to have a mini-anxiety about whether he’ll even be there. I’m Asian and I don’t go to all sorts of parties and clubs and I don’t understand How can I finally tick this box? I want to meet an adult and experienced girl, but I don’t want to use the services of girls of easy virtue, although this seems to be the easiest option, but for some reason I don’t want it for money)
In general, honestly I don’t I understand what I wrote here and what the problem is
But the essence of the post is where and how to meet such a girl