First bad experience with a guy

[Bisyara]

I have a question regarding a situation that happened to me recently.
I’m 25, I’m sort of straight, but I’ve always dreamed of giving a man a blowjob, as well as sex itself, but we’re only talking about the first. I didn’t dare for a long time, cutting off meetings at the very end, either caring about anonymity, or about impressions, or just getting nervous, but I dreamed of an initiative but pleasant asset.
So, I decided to have a meeting in another city and here I am I’m already on my way to the place, my head is spinning, either from excitement or from fear, as soon as I approached the place they blinked at me and I got into the car, the man was about 40 years old, I’d say he was upset (it threw me off a little), he immediately drove away forests and began to communicate with me as with a man, asking questions whether I had ever sucked and communicating in a tone that seemed to me indicating my insignificance, I don’t know.
He stopped near the road, it was dark, he silently opened his fly, his penis was already standing, he said, well, let’s wait, I was shaking naturally, I couldn’t swallow saliva and sat there, I couldn’t make up my mind, in the end I just turned off my head and dived and took his medium-sized penis into my mouth, it had no taste, he although he was standing, he was soft in his mouth, he took me by the head and began to hammer into my scrotum, I started gagging and no matter how much I tortured, I could no longer continue, to which the man said that he wanted to cum and how I did it I won’t, in general, he started to nag me and this situation stressed me out even more, we drove back in silence, due to the expense, I deleted all the correspondence, like him.
Emotions were bad, my cheeks were burning, I was angry with myself, I blamed myself for the fact that I was counting on something completely different, now I have a desire again, but I’m afraid of a repeat of the situation, should I try or do people often think only about themselves and will have to try a lot?

[Alesya]

The emotions were bad******. Why write here then?

[Egor247]

Eh, where would I meet a guy like you))

[Bisyara]

Not from the blowjob per se, but from the situation, I liked the feeling of the dick in my mouth, but without sitting half-sided and in the dark, I want to really savor it, kiss it, lick the balls, have it rubbed across my face, etc., well, I don’t know.

[Eustace]

Not from the blowjob per se, but from the situation, I liked the feeling of the dick in my mouth, but without sitting half-sided and in the dark, I want to really savor it, kiss it, lick the balls, have it rubbed across my face, etc., well, I don’t know

You really are Bisyara!! ! I wanted love!!!!

my cheeks were burning, I was angry with myself

I would have kicked it in the Ass, it would have burned like crazy!!! and be kind to yourself!!!

[Bisyara]

would give it in F

Sts someone switch it

[Eustace]

my cheeks were burning, I was angry with myself

why were my cheeks burning, was I rough or something?????

[SergeiMor]

The head was poorly shaved, the cheeks were scratched

[Bisyara]

I don’t know, I had the feeling that I was very stupid

[Go ahead]

Well, did you meet on a dating site? There are plenty of inadequate people there. When I meet people (on the contrary, I meet girls), first we correspond online for a while and get to know each other. If something starts in a conversation that I don’t like, I stop it immediately. And definitely no meetings. How I get some impression when I see that the person is normal, seems suitable, only then do I agree to the first meeting on neutral territory. How can you go to a meeting without knowing with whom, without knowing where? This is how you can end up in a criminal report.
Once, after a short correspondence, a woman 10 years older than me persistently called me home. She seemed pretty, at first I didn’t mind meeting on neutral territory, at first the communication was pleasant, but her persistence later made me very wary (even though I was still a girl). And in general she began to behave strangely, and then became rude when I repeatedly refused. What if it wasn’t a woman there at all? And even more so to go to a man. It’s good that he turned out to be just a moron and not a maniac. Be careful!
No need to be afraid of meeting people in your city. I also used to live in a small town. Yes, it’s difficult, especially when a lot of people know you at work. But it is possible, believe me. I ran into acquaintances, of course, but my real photo was not on my avatar. And no one would recognize me

[Sibiryak89]

I have a question regarding a situation that happened to me recently.
I’m 25, I’m kind of straight, but I’ve always dreamed of giving a man a blowjob, as well as sex itself, but we’re only talking about the first. I didn’t dare for a long time, cutting off meetings at the very end, either caring about anonymity, or about impressions, or just getting nervous, but I dreamed of an initiative but pleasant asset.
So, I decided to have a meeting in another city and here I am I’m already on my way to the place, my head is spinning, either from excitement or from fear, as soon as I approached the place they blinked at me and I got into the car, the man was about 40 years old, I’d say he was upset (it threw me off a little), he immediately drove away forests and began to communicate with me as with a man, asking questions whether I had ever sucked and communicating in a tone that seemed to me indicating my insignificance, I don’t know.
He stopped near the road, it was dark, he silently opened his fly, his penis was already standing, he said, well, let’s wait, I was shaking naturally, I couldn’t swallow saliva and sat there, I couldn’t make up my mind, in the end I just turned off my head and dived and took his medium-sized penis into my mouth, it had no taste, he although he was standing, he was soft in his mouth, he took me by the head and began to hammer into my scrotum, I started gagging and no matter how much I tortured, I could no longer continue, to which the man said that he wanted to cum and how I did it I won’t, in general, he started to nag me and this situation stressed me out even more, we drove back in silence, due to the expense, I deleted all the correspondence, like him.
Emotions were bad, my cheeks were burning, I was angry with myself, I blamed myself for the fact that I was counting on something completely different, now I have a desire again, but I’m afraid of a repeat of the situation, should I try or do people often think only about themselves and will have to try a lot?

I found out what it is, why force yourself again, you will curse and regret again, but you will run into a former prisoner, it will be a completely different story

[Bully Carrie]

Well done for writing it, good story. Otherwise, here they mostly write how great I am and everything is awesome, as if no one has any problems. Happens!
The first damn thing is lumpy)))
But now you will better understand girls who didn’t get a blowjob....
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I have a question regarding the situation that happened to me recently.
I’m 25, I’m sort of straight, but I’ve always dreamed of giving a man a blowjob, as well as sex itself, but we’re only talking about the first. I didn’t dare for a long time, cutting off meetings at the very end, either caring about anonymity, or about impressions, or just getting nervous, but I dreamed of an initiative but pleasant asset.
So, I decided to have a meeting in another city and here I am I’m already on my way to the place, my head is spinning, either from excitement or from fear, as soon as I approached the place they blinked at me and I got into the car, the man was about 40 years old, I’d say he was upset (it threw me off a little), he immediately drove away forests and began to communicate with me as with a man, asking questions whether I had ever sucked and communicating in a tone that seemed to me indicating my insignificance, I don’t know.
He stopped near the road, it was dark, he silently opened his fly, his penis was already standing, he said, well, let’s wait, I was shaking naturally, I couldn’t swallow saliva and sat there, I couldn’t make up my mind, in the end I just turned off my head and dived and took his medium-sized penis into my mouth, it had no taste, he although he was standing, he was soft in his mouth, he took me by the head and began to hammer into my scrotum, I started gagging and no matter how much I tortured, I could no longer continue, to which the man said that he wanted to cum and how I did it I won’t, in general, he started to nag me and this situation stressed me out even more, we drove back in silence, due to the expense, I deleted all the correspondence, like him.
Emotions were bad, my cheeks were burning, I was angry with myself, I blamed myself for the fact that I was counting on something completely different, now I have a desire again, but I’m afraid of a repeat of the situation, should I try or do people often think only about themselves and will have to try a lot?

I found out what it is, why force yourself again, you will curse and regret again, but you will run into a former prisoner, it will be a completely different story

If you are afraid of wolves, do not go into the forest.

[Bully Carrie]

Once, after a short correspondence, a woman 10 years older than me persistently called me home.

the man was a hundred pounds...

[Sibiryak89]

Author, try here to find a partner from your city or a neighboring one, here in the topic and with understanding

[course]

Hooligan Carrie,
Hurry up here “Don’t be afraid to put teeth in your mouth” will do)))))

[Bully Carrie]

Hooligan Carrie,
Here it’s more likely that "Don’t be afraid to put your teeth in your mouth" would be more appropriate)))))

is also true!

[Bisyara]

Over these days the desire has only intensified

[Sibiryak89]

Over these days the desire has only intensified

Where are you from?

[Bisyara]

I don’t know Bashkir, but I’m glad to recommend it

[pervert]

Well, there are sad stories. You come across such inadequate comrades. The first meeting of acquaintance in a neutral place without sex will more likely cut off inappropriate people. Well, it’s like that in a car. A very dubious option.