Of Milfs and cougars

[Necrotix]

I want to share my problem. I’m married and have a child. I don’t cheat on my wife, although before meeting her I walked left and right, not denying myself either intentional or casual sex. So, now this is the case - I am tormented by my brutal libido. Even when I’m dead tired (and this happens very often at work, plus our child is restless and we have to alternately distract him or put him to bed at night). My wife, due to fatigue and her physiology, cannot give me the amount of sex I want. On the street, while driving, in the office at work, I constantly stare at lovely ladies of different ages (both young beauties and adult well-groomed women), and from my predatory appraising gaze, if noticed, it becomes clear to many HOW and with WHAT I look at them with lust. I feel very bad about this and have a hard time controlling myself. Involuntarily, I begin to flirt with some, and I stop myself as soon as my feelings begin to suggest some kind of reciprocity. Honestly, that’s why I’m here. Tired, both physically and mentally, being far from home on a business trip, and... with a member worn out from several masturbations in a row, nevertheless once again a "pleasant" stone hard-on. And with images of various copulations with various women swarming in my head, from which I try to distract myself with a bloody horror film, since the book did not help much, although I like to read. And this happens almost every day. Tell me, ladies and gentlemen, is my condition a disease? Is this the result of depraved youth or is it simply satyriasis? I’m 30, young, of course, but still.

[Necrotix]

And yes, older women are especially lustful

[Guest]

You need to either have more children, if one is not enough, or take sedatives.

[Necrotix]

So it’s not about the children, we can barely cope with one, where do we need the second? I love my wife, very much, but that doesn’t stop me from wanting to hit on others, especially ladies 5-10 years older. I understand perfectly what I’m talking about. Before marriage, I had intimate relationships with girls of many age categories, but for some reason I remember only a few. One was a little younger, a very beautiful, petite, fragile young lady with whom I was in love and with whom we broke each other’s hearts. The other is a teacher at one of the universities in our city, 16 years older than me, such a sporty lady, we met by chance and found many common interests. The sex was absolutely wild and smacked of some kind of devilishness; I had never known so much mutual lust. Anytime, anywhere, just give a reason. Another one - 9 years older, another fitness enthusiast, we slept together at the first meeting. After that, something happened, they fucked like rabbits in every way, and I always came in her anus... My beautiful wife always kept me in a kind of hunger, and she keeps me now. But it never works out the way I want. I am very attractive, according to many, I earn decent money, and it is difficult for me to resist temptations. What distinguishes a person from an animal? Perhaps I should go see a psychologist before I start to "come off". But in our city there are not enough qualified people. And yes, I take sedatives)

[Guest]

I should go to a psychologist

It’s better to google a local family psychologist and go together

[Necrotix]

Well, well... Let’s see how the relationship will develop after the business trip. I just got tired of jerking off in front of my living wife. The child is put to bed, things are done together, it would seem that this is it, after all, there is time to devote to each other. My wife understands this, but brushes me off like an annoying fly, says that I’m vulgar in the pack and says, “I need to be turned on.” Every time! I feel like the owner of a car whose starter is faulty. I don’t feel attractive specifically to my wife, and I don’t want to rape her. Life consists not only of sex, but even good sex 3 times a week is catastrophically not enough for me. In any case, we will need help. I want us to tune in to each other’s "waves." I want to share myself with my wife, at least fucking agree on something, and not jerk off in the toilet. As a rule, I leave there, angry and devastated, and growl at my family, which leads to another clash with my wife.