About sex between Vladimir and the forester

[Les Nick]

Vladimir grew up as a sexually preoccupied boy. When he was 15 years old, he was constantly tormented by the desire to wear a short skirt without panties. He mentally imagined that he was walking in a short skirt without panties together with a girl who was also in a short skirt without panties, like him, and, imagining this, he experienced extreme sexual arousal. It seemed to Vladimir that the girl, knowing that he had no panties under her skirt, would want him as much as he wanted her, knowing that she had no panties under her skirt, and this was the reason for his sexual arousal. But Vladimir didn’t have the courage to start wearing a skirt. One day, in a trash heap, Vladimir found a brand new beautiful flared short skirt that was fifteen centimeters above his knees, took it home and tried it on at home. When he put on this skirt and took off his panties, he got an erection, and it was a very pleasant feeling.

Vladimir began to often go to the forest in the summer and walk through the forest in this short skirt without panties. One day he heard a man call out to him: “Hey, girl, come here.” It was the Kineshma forester. Vladimir approached him, lifted the hem of his skirt from the side and said, smiling coquettishly: “And I’m without panties!” Then the forester took off his pants, approached Vladimir, lifted the hem of his skirt and fucked Vladimir in the anus. The sensations were unusual and, one might say, even pleasant. Vladimir really liked having sex with a man, and many times he came to that place in a skirt without panties, met with this forester and had sex with him. Vladimir imagined himself as a real girl, felt the love of this forester and responded with mutual love, simply moaned with pleasure in the arms of this man. He was pleased when the forester called him Natasha.

Vladimir wrote down everything that happened between him and the forester in his personal diary and was most afraid of the fact that someone would read this personal diary and learns that he is gay and that he really likes having sex with a man. Vladimir was very ashamed of his homosexual orientation and, most likely, simply would not have survived such shame and would have committed suicide if his personal diary had become public knowledge, and if everyone knew that he was gay and that he liked to fuck point with the forester. Nevertheless, Vladimir wanted to confess all his sins to the entire public after his death, leaving people along with his suicide note and this personal diary, so that, using this information, his brain could be resurrected from the dead. He believed that only those people who would not hide anything from the public could be resurrected from the dead. But during his lifetime, Vladimir could not dare to tell the public about his homosexual orientation. It seemed the most shameful, the most disgraceful thing for Vladimir to admit to people that he was gay. Why? God knows why. This Vladimir was such a complex person. He was even ashamed to put glasses on himself, he couldn’t see anything on the board without glasses, and for this reason he was expelled from the institute. Judge for yourself, could he admit to the public that he is gay and had sex with a forester many times with great pleasure, if he was ashamed to even admit to people that he has a high degree of myopia and cannot see anything without glasses?
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Nevertheless, Vladimir’s entire behavior, his feminine manners, his long hair, which he did not want to cut, his impotence and lack of any sexual interest in relation to girls - all this made others guess about his homosexual orientation. In order to hide his homosexual orientation from others and prove to everyone that he is a normal man and not a fagot, Vladimir decided to get married as soon as possible, to marry the first person he met who would agree to become his wife. But the girls instinctively felt his homosexuality and despised him, laughed and mocked him. Finally, there was one girl, Antonina, who agreed to marry him. Vladimir imagined sex with his future wife with horror, and it seemed to him that he would never have a penis for this girl, but he understood the need to marry her in order to avert suspicions from others about his homosexual orientation.

Vladimir’s performance of marital duties was real torment for Vladimir. He didn’t need children, but he still tried with all his might to conceive a child together with Antonina, or, even better, two children, in order to dispel all the doubts of others about his heterosexual orientation. Since sex with his wife Tonya was unbearable and disgusting for Vladimir, Vladimir was not against his wife being impregnated by some other man, and therefore Vladimir persuaded his wife to wear a skirt without panties all summer, letting her go alone for whole days in a skirt walk around the city without panties. He didn’t care at all whose genes would be in his children. All that mattered to him was that he be considered the father of two children, and that no one doubt his heterosexual orientation. He showed no interest in his children; children irritated him and seemed incredibly boring to him. Finally, after being married to Antonina for 5 years, he divorced her. But even after the divorce, his wife made repeated attempts to get along with him, saying that she loved him, that she missed him, that she couldn’t live without him, which forced Vladimir to get together with her and live with her out of pity. Finally, he came up with a cunning way to get rid of his annoying wife: he began to parade around the city in women’s clothing, Tonya became ashamed of him and left him behind.

Vladimir again dreamed of a strong man’s embrace, again tried unsuccessfully to find the forester, from sex with whom he received such enormous pleasure, but the forester left somewhere, and Vladimir did not even ask his last name and could not find him. Other men did not pay attention to him, they only sometimes beat him for wearing a skirt, considering him a fagot. But Vladimir learned to lie very well and convincingly convinced all people that he loved only women, that he was not gay, not a transvestite, and wore a skirt without panties in order to impregnate women, to seduce them. He insisted that he considered pants an obstacle to procreation, said that he wears a skirt without panties in spite of prudes, in spite of the enemies of eroticism, in spite of jealous owners, and that more than anything else in the world he dreams of merging as a child with a girl. He lied so convincingly that soon everyone believed that he was a true heterosexual, and they stopped beating him for wearing a skirt. To convince everyone that he was heterosexual, Vladimir lived with another woman for six months - with Natalya, and lied to all people that he was having sex with Natalya. Vladimir firmly decided that he would tell the whole truth about his homosexual orientation and about his sex with the forester, and also confess to all his lies only on the day of his suicide. Therefore, he kept his diary secret from the public, and most of all he was afraid that someone would read this diary of his.

When his mother bought him a computer, he transferred all the entries in this diary to his computer and stored his personal diary on the computer’s hard drive as a text file. One day, hackers from Tynda installed a backdoor Trojan on his computer and gained full access to all the files stored on his computer’s hard drive. They downloaded his personal diary from his computer and began creating websites like this: “My name is Vladimir. I’m gay and I want to be fucked in the ass. I live at:... My phone numbers:...". Vladimir was horrified. Vladimir begged the hackers not to post his personal diary in the public domain and was ready to give them his entire salary and eat only bread and mustard in exchange for the fact that they would not post this information on the Internet. For many years, Vladimir earned money by solving math tests, but he gave almost all his earnings to these hackers, who blackmailed him that they would publish his personal diary on the Internet if he did not pay them the agreed monthly amount. Vladimir knew how to earn money and could afford to travel, travel abroad, visit restaurants, nightclubs. But he knew that if the hackers found out that he had earned a lot of money, they would increase the amount of the monthly rent, and therefore Vladimir was forced to pretend that he did not know how to earn money, that he was lazy and stupid, so that he was not capable of anything make money in freelancing.

Vladimir’s life was so dull and boring until he met Anastasia and fell in love with her with all his soul and body. Anastasia was the first woman in Vladimir’s life who sexually aroused him, whom he fell in love with for her masculinity, authority, strength and high, not at all feminine, intelligence. Anastasia was a tall girl, wore size 42 shoes, and, according to Vladimir, had masculine character traits, which Vladimir was especially attracted to her because of his homosexual orientation. Vladimir invited her to quit her job and promised to support her. Once, when Vladimir jokingly invited her to go dig flower beds with him for money, reproaching her for not working, but sitting on his neck, she punched him in the face like a real man, which finally won Vladimir’s heart. Vladimir wanted sex with her passionately. He wanted sex with a woman for the first time in his life.

Vladimir earned a lot of money, and could buy his beloved Anastasia yogurts, smoked chicken legs, and chocolates every day. But the hackers found out that Vladimir had taken on a woman for his support, and sharply increased the amount of rent. They threatened to publish his personal diary on the Internet, in which he described his sex with a forester, and to disgrace him in front of the whole world if he did not transfer them huge sums of money every month. Vladimir could no longer buy Anastasia not only chocolates, but also the most necessary food products.

Anastasia was so unpretentious and loved Vladimir so much that she was ready to eat even one bread with mustard along with him, although she was a little upset and disappointed by the fact that Vladimir does not know how to make money at all, is not able to master, for example, web design and programming and earn money in freelancing. She didn’t know that Vladimir knows how to make money, but is forced to pay huge sums of money to blackmailers who threaten to publish on the Internet compromising information about his sex with the forester. Anastasia was also very offended by the fact that Vladimir kept secrets from her and did not trust her with the passwords for his VKontakte account and his email, and did not allow her to read his personal correspondence. Vladimir was most afraid that Anastasia would read his correspondence with hackers and find out everything about him. Not only did he password-protect his computer, but he even took the cord from the computer with him so that Anastasia could not read this information on his computer. But one day, when he went to the toilet, Anastasia locked herself in his room, sat down at his computer and began rummaging through his files. Vladimir was seized with horror. He knew that Anastasia could accidentally stumble upon a text file with his diary, in which he described his homosexual love for a forester, could read his correspondence with hackers, and then he would have to immediately commit suicide, because he would have to live with such shame in this world can not. Therefore, Vladimir broke the glass door, turned off his computer, hit Nastya, threatening her that he would kill her if she ever dared to gain access to his personal confidential information again. He yelled at her, was furious and demanded that she immediately get out of his apartment. In addition, Vladimir filmed and posted on the Internet a video of a broken door, in which he slandered Anastasia as if she had broken the glass door. Vladimir learned to lie so skillfully, for so long he played the role of a crystal-honest, truthful, open person who has no secrets from the public, that he was confident that everyone would believe him and not Anastasia, even if she told the truth that he broke the door , not her. Anastasia did not even make any attempts to refute Vladimir’s lies and slander. But she probably considered him mentally ill, not understanding that such terrible secrets could be stored on his computer, because of which he was ready to simply kill the person who tried to find out these secrets.

Anastasia left Vladimir for another city and got a well-paid job. Six months later, Vladimir and Anastasia reconciled and after another six months they got married. Vladimir spent a long time trying to persuade Anastasia to go to the registry office, because she was offended that Vladimir did not allow her to read his personal correspondence and kept secrets from her. She noticed that Vladimir flinched every time she tried to spy on what he spent hours texting with his friends on VKontakte. Vladimir swore at her, saying that she was violating his personal space and did not allow him to concentrate on his thoughts. Anastasia was very offended by all this, but she loved Vladimir and endured all this. Vladimir got a job as a janitor, they rented a room. Before work, Vladimir traveled by train.

Vladimir always carried his tablet with him to work, he simply did not part with it. But one Saturday, when his wife had a day off, after going to work, he forgot his tablet at home. When he remembered this, he was overcome with horror! He pressed the stop valve on the train in order to jump out of the train immediately, rush home and pick up his tablet, but the stop valve did not work. Vladimir had to get to the next station, but he would have to wait about an hour for the return train. Therefore, Vladimir ran along the rails home at a run to pick up his tablet as quickly as possible and not allow his wife to read his personal diary and find out about his sex with the forester. He ran so fast that his vision grew dark. Having run home, Vladimir found his wife reading her diary. She was passionate about reading, could not tear herself away, did not give the tablet to Vladimir, said that she would never tell anyone anything, swore that she would keep it all a secret from the public, begged him to let her read his personal diary to the end. But Vladimir was deaf to her pleas and did not allow her to satisfy his curiosity. He began to pull his tablet out of her hands, the tablet fell to the floor, and the glass on it cracked.

- Creature! Vile creature! - Vladimir yelled at his wife. – This tablet costs almost 30 thousand, and replacing the display will cost me 15 thousand. Give me 15 thousand immediately. It was your fault that the glass broke. This is a gift from my mother! There is nothing sacred about you!

“I’ll give you not only 15 thousand, but I’ll even give you 30 thousand so that you buy yourself a new tablet like this,” Anastasia said, and her voice trembled with resentment. - But I will divorce you today. I don’t need a husband who doesn’t trust me. What connects us to each other? Just one sex. You don’t even talk to me, you don’t share anything with me, you hide everything from me! Why do I need such a husband?! I’ll find someone else for myself—I’ll find someone who won’t hide anything from me. And you buy yourself a new tablet and live with your tablet.

Having said this, Anastasia put 30 thousand rubles in Vladimir’s hands, collected all her things and left. Vladimir was ashamed. He understood that he was a cowardly, complex scum. He understood that he was not able to confess his shameful homosexual past even to his faithful and loving wife. He was tormented by his conscience and a feeling of guilt before Anastasia. He realized that he had made a terrible mistake, and that he would never in his life be able to find a woman like Anastasia, who would love him as devotedly and faithfully as she did. Vladimir was seized by a terrible depression. He started calling Anastasia and begging her, sobbing, to come back to him and not to divorce him. He threatened her with suicide, insisting that he would commit suicide if she did not return to him. He rolled along the road sobbing and yelled at the whole street: “My wife left me! I can’t live without her!”

Anastasia took pity on Vladimir and returned to him, and did not divorce him. They were happy with each other again. But then one day hackers and blackmailers appeared in Vladimir’s life again. One day, Vladimir received a letter from one of the hackers with the following content: “Hey, you fagot, you’ve gone completely crazy, you’ve been screwing with your woman. Why the hell did you stop paying us for silence, now you’re paying all your janitor’s salary for rent, and now your wife feeds you. We demand that you quarrel with your wife, divorce her and again pay us money monthly for our silence. Otherwise, we will publish your diary on the Internet, in which you describe your sex with the forester. This is what you will do. Soon a young girl will come to visit you, and you have to pretend to be in love with this girl, talk to your wife constantly about this girl, trying to make her jealous. Then you have to go accompany this girl to the hotel and stay with her overnight in the hotel room. When your wife calls you, don’t pick up the phone. Then write to your wife that you have fallen in love with this girl and that you are staying with her at the hotel. Try to convince your wife that you have fallen in love with this girl with the strongest passion, and that you would not mind having sex with her, write to your wife that you are lying naked with her on the same bed, and that there has not been sex yet, but all night there’s still a lot to come, so it’s quite possible there will be more sex. If your wife suddenly is not happy for you that you are happy with another girl, then tell your wife that what you hate most in life are jealous people, and that you don’t need a jealous wife. When Anastasia wants to divorce you, tell her that you will give her consent to the divorce, and let her understand that you now love another girl - the one with whom you spent the night in the hotel. Get on your knees in front of another girl and persuade her to stay with you in your apartment, and be sure to write about your love for this other girl on the Internet. Then your wife will certainly divorce you, you will live alone again and you will pay us money every month for our silence. And know that if you do not follow all these instructions of ours, then the whole world will know the whole truth about how the forester fucked you, and you will never wash off this shame."

" Damn you, damned blackmailers!” - thought Vladimir, and the thought of suicide came to him again. - “Why should I live now? For what? Why should I live without her, my beloved Anastasia? A noose around the neck - and that’s it, reincarnation, life from scratch, or maybe resurrection from the dead. But in order to be worthy of resurrection from the dead, you must publicly tell the whole truth about yourself on the Internet without concealment, publish your diary on the Internet in which I describe my sex with the forester, you must confess to all the lies that I wrote on my website. What if, having written the whole truth on the Internet about all this shameful homosexual past and published my personal diary, I will not find the courage to commit suicide. And then how will I continue to live with such shame, when everyone I meet will know that I was gay and that the forester fucked me?”