THE INTERNET IS DEPENDENT ON EXPOSURE AND HUMILIATION!

Unread post by **OLEG OLEGICH** » 03 Jul 2022, 16:47

Dear site, I beg you! Help! I’m writing here because I can’t take it anymore... This is just a cry from the heart!!! I don’t know what to do with addiction... First, I’ll describe the situation a little! I am 35 years old. An ordinary, family guy. Nothing ordinary or strange, with the exception of my "secret life"... I am bisexual, and since my youth I have also been drawn to all sorts of experiments in sex, so over the years I have tried almost everything... What is called from "Light" " - that’s "Harda". Some I liked, some I didn’t... But I like most of them! In connection with this, I have almost no taboos or restrictions in sex... I love blowjobs, anal, dressing in lingerie, BUT... I am ESPECIALLY turned on by the topic of humiliation, omission and all sorts of ridicule and schmuck! None of my loved ones, naturally, knows about this... For them, I am an exemplary family man! But recently I, as they say, got hooked on drugs... No - not in the literal sense of the word! I have despised drugs since childhood, BUT... I came across a site on the Internet (first one, now several) exposing gays... And it pulled me in VERY STRONGLY... And it pulls me in even more!!! I send my photos and videos there, knowing in advance that they end up on computers and phones in honest collections, but at the same time I understand that all these sites are foreign and my photos are unlikely to appear somewhere in Russia. At the same time, I communicate with dominant guys who have saved my photos via messenger and they openly humiliate and put me down! And the whole problem is that I LIKE it! And I don’t know how to overcome this feeling... Since childhood, I grew up without a father - with only one mother. From early childhood I was humiliated, insulted and spread rot at school... This caused me a lot of problems then and I hated it... Unlike today... At the age of 18, my mother and I had a full-fledged, good experience of incest. .. Once! I’m not writing this for you to judge or NOT to judge me... I’m just throwing out facts from my biography so that you can help me figure out my “black hole” in my brain...! I don’t know what to do and what to do with my addiction... I hold a very good position, I’m married, I have a bunch of friends, colleagues and acquaintances... I understand in my head that these sites can suddenly lead to all this will collapse... But I CAN’T STOP!!! My BDSM - the beginning is pissing off... At the same time, everything happens “sessionally” - as soon as the sexual arousal passes, I again become an “ordinary” guy... I don’t know... Maybe it’s crazy or what...? I look forward to your help and your thoughts about this situation! Thanks in advance for your understanding!

Unread post by **Gusk water** » 03 Jul 2022, 16:50

What is your relationship with your wife and children like in your family? Who is the boss in the family?

Unread post by **Honeymoon** » 03 Jul 2022, 16:54

Wife! Definitely a wife! Although we love each other and in ordinary life we do not humiliate each other, but the wife is clearly more important! I am not ashamed to say that I am a real henpecked person! But not 100% If something doesn’t suit me, I can, as they say, “let it go”)) But more often than not, we solve all the problems (with the exception of household ones - men’s ones) together, but the wife plays a big role!

Unread post by **Gusk water** » 03 Jul 2022, 16:57

Write to me in a personal message or telegram
@GuskovAndrey

Unread post by **Honeymoon** » 03 Jul 2022, 17:07

Oleg7117@internet dot ru - my mail! Who can help with advice or just thoughts out loud - write!

THE INTERNET IS DEPENDENT ON EXPOSURE AND HUMILIATION!

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