I'm 35. I don't understand where my courage went....

[Anonymous]

I’m 35. I don’t understand where my courage went. I’m embarrassed to be in a company in a swimsuit, to have sex with my husband in daylight. The figure is not bad. She’s not skinny, but she’s not overweight either. Hourglass. So here it is. During my student years I was not a saint. In the dorm we lived with a roommate. Sometimes the boys came to both of them, and after a couple of glasses of wine they fucked on adjacent beds. It was exciting and fun. But I don’t remember wild embarrassment. And now...... I’m chaste))

[niqk]

No. Most likely, you began to think about the past tense and were horrified! I’m already 35!!! And I didn’t even notice how so much time had passed!!!
And then, look, 40!!! OLD AGE is just around the corner!!! What to do?! What to do if someone notices this? Urgently hide from all eyes!