What to do? To suck or not?

[1234567]

I’m an older man. I’ve been straight all my life. About 4 years ago, for a certain period, I was without a woman and, of course, watched porn and masturbated. I accidentally came across gay porn where a guy sucks a dick. I cleaned it up for the first time, but then I think I’ll look a little... And I started looking and I myself began to want to suck the dick of a normal-looking guy with a beautiful dick. This desire came periodically, I cleaned it up .."ugh, it’s a taboo," but I still thought about it all the time. This went on for a year and a half, I began to write off dating men, although I already had a regular woman, who to this day. At first he only wrote off, but when it came to the meeting, he gave back. But after some time I finally met a guy and gave him a blow job in his car. He said he’ll do it for the first time... and he said if you want, you’ll suck it all the time. I experienced great psychological pleasure, but a day later I realized what I had done, we are a small town of about 70 thousand, my thoughts were confused, I thought everyone would know about it, what if it was some kind of illness, there was a pun in my head and I didn’t get in touch with him anymore. It passed. time, the whole past remained confidential, I threw these thoughts out of my head and lived like a straight man with my woman. But after a year or so I started thinking about it again, the very thought and idea of ​​a blow job gave me some adrenaline, some anticipation of something special. I was in another city and there I met again through acquaintances. In general, 4 times in my life I gave blowjobs to men, and I don’t really have a boner at the moment of sucking, but there is a psychological thrill, and the very thought gives adrenaline and writing in the mail when they write “I want your mouth” also lights up , but after that I want my woman a little less - this is a minus, when all these experiments are stopped, everything is fine with my girlfriend. And then the other day I met a man from my city and sucked him off. Also the psychological effect, I really liked it. He wants it permanently. Again, as before, I am confused, there is a certain characteristic fussiness, “what if someone finds out, what if I become gay, I stop fucking my woman,” in short, “I want to, and I take injections and my mother doesn’t tell me to.” So I wrote, maybe someone also has a similar case, can give up all these experiments to hell or continue periodically, maybe someone can help with advice.

[Minato.sensei]

Poor woman, undeserved betrayal

[Bayonet]

Fuck! He worries whether he will become gay, i.e. fagot..Are you serious? It’s too late to rush around. You have already lowered your masculinity. Khuev is pumped and asks if everything is fine with his head... Ask those who poked it into it, and those idiots are the same

[Let’s]

Well, since I started, if I were you, I would try to drag my woman into this and then there would be no betrayal and I would suck and calmly, perhaps together.) It’s true that it’s not a fact that she will like this format)

[Alex Alex]

Max.I, I also have a desire..

[1234567]

Bayonet, Come on, lament, revelations are written here by various perverts , and this is just a bi-theme. For many (yes, for fuck’s sake) this topic sits in their heads, for some it just sits, for others it is implemented, how do I know that it doesn’t sit in yours.

Sent after 9 minutes 47 seconds:
Bayonet, If such an ardent correct homophobe why the hell are you getting into the topic of “Bisexuality”, it’s not for nothing...

[etc]

the very thought gives adrenaline and the writing in the mail when they write "I want your mouth" also lights up

Why "mouth "?)) Why do grown men have "butts" and "mouths"?))

[Keep the change for yourself]

the very thought gives adrenaline and writing in the mail when they write "I want your mouth" also lights up

Why "mouth"?)) Why do grown men have "butt" and "mouth"?))

Most likely a snout and an asshole, I think something like this in this case.

[Pirate]

Don’t worry, keep sucking if you like it. Haven’t you printed the point yet?

[Breeze]

You are a lot like me! I’m also married three times! But those desires and thoughts that you think! And if he thinks the same! I envy you!