My secret fantasies and desires

07 Apr 2022, 10:45

I don’t know where I got such desires, but I was always turned on by thoughts about submission and humiliation in sex... And not even in sex, but in general... And I’m not some kind of “downtrodden” and “disturbed” girl. .. I would say, quite the opposite... But fantasies about submission and humiliation visited me since childhood.. Not from kindergarten, of course... But from school... from the 7th or 8th grade, when I already "understood what was what" and although I had not tried anything yet, I fantasized and dreamed "to the fullest"... No one bullied me at school, did not press me... nothing like that.... But I fantasized and dreamed very often about just such relationships...
With age, of course, fantasies change a little, but still, for the most part they are about exactly this. Fantasies about public humiliation and submission in public are very exciting... For example, one of the fantasies... Some kind of club or cozy cafe... a small group has gathered there... celebrating some event... everyone is smartly dressed.. drinking and have a snack.... they talk about their own things there or maintain a general conversation... well, like at any get-togethers...
At first, I, too, was smartly dressed at the holiday... but then... the person with whom I came here... it could be either a man or a woman... orders me to undress... right here in front of everyone... and he\she has power over me and I have no right to disobey and am forced to do everything they tell me. ..when I find myself completely naked.. then everyone falls silent at first.. they seem to be in shock... after all, they know me as a “successful and unapproachable” girl, and then suddenly this... at first I still don’t understand myself lead... but then.. seeing that I myself follow all the orders, that no one is forcing me.. they become bolder... and begin to touch me... they themselves begin to order me... while calling me the dirtiest words.. . they spank there... on the face of the butt... not hard... but in order to humiliate me even more... some of the guests are braver, they themselves begin to give me orders... someone films everything that happens on the phone.. .. and then... after a while, they start blackmailing me with these photos and videos..... and I follow further orders, fearing that these photos will be shown to all my friends and colleagues.. I sink lower and lower...
Sorry, I won’t write down the details of everything they will do to me.... but in general it’s something like this... and this is my most harmless fantasy)))

Unread post by **niqk** » 07 Apr 2022, 10:59

You, apparently, simply have a penchant for masochism... It wouldn’t hurt you to get a person who understands you well,
who could direct your desires in an acceptable direction, and also keep you so that you don’t go too far!

07 Apr 2022, 11:08

niqk, well, I already have a good person. . husband... only he doesn’t share my fantasies and desires.

Unread post by **niqk** » 07 Apr 2022, 11:13

This means you need a lover with complementary inclinations - a sadist who could hold you in time...

07 Apr 2022, 11:18

niqk, I don’t know... I’m not looking for a lover I’m going to.... I’ll just fantasize for now)))

Unread post by **psycheleh** » 07 Apr 2022, 11:20

Natali_Natali, husband, wow. I guess I was so stupid when I thought that relationships, like marriage, exist in complete agreement and acceptance of the other half...

07 Apr 2022, 11:31

psihleh, and everything is fine with my husband.. It’s just that he’s “not interested in” such relationships in sex... but that doesn’t mean that I’ll run to realize all this with someone else.. and no one forbids me from fantasizing

Unread post by **electrician** » 07 Apr 2022, 11:33

Natali_Natali , I agree with you, you shouldn’t look for lovers if everything is fine with your husband. Fantasizing can be no less exciting than the action itself. You can unobtrusively lead your husband into all sorts of pranks, and you’ll see that your dreams will come true. I’ve been leading my wife to anal for a long time, for more than one year , and then once I’m already there. Now I like it myself. It’s such a delicate thing

Unread post by **Salary** » 07 Apr 2022, 11:50

Natali_Natali: 07 Apr 2022, 11:31 and everything is great with my husband.. it’s just that he’s “not interested in” such relationships in sex... but that doesn’t mean that I’ll run to realize all this with someone else.. and no one can fantasize for me but it doesn’t prohibit

Here is an example of a normal and correct relationship, and not when cheating is no problem at all and at the first opportunity! Only respect for such a position! It’s bad, of course, that your husband doesn’t share it, try to discuss it with him, but not all at once, but in parts, portions

And let him not immediately take and control you, but some elements... this topic is just not everyone likes it, it’s not my thing either, but when a husband and wife are on such good terms, then you need to take an interest in each other and adapt little by little, and then in general everything will be fine... I wish you and your husband only to strengthen your relationship and that he came to meet you and participated in what you like!

Unread post by **psycheleh** » 07 Apr 2022, 20:34

Natali_Natali, yes, this is interesting. but to do something nice for your beloved, is that bad? I imagine that if he overcomes himself and does it for you, you will surely appreciate it.

Unread post by **Breaker** » 08 Apr 2022, 00:36

Natali_Natali, and then I’d probably like to be hired completely and several at once?

08 Apr 2022, 03:44

electrician, Karama, psihleh, Breker, thank you very much for your feedback... This is really just one of my many fantasies... Of course, it’s a pity that my husband doesn’t share my preferences in sex... on the contrary, he’s ready To carry me in your arms, and not to humiliate me... but...
I’m not going to change... but to fantasize about such things, especially on our forum, is it a sin...

Unread post by **Breaker** » 08 Apr 2022, 03:46

besides, your fantasies can inspire many, and someone may take it for implementation)

08 Apr 2022, 04:04

Breker, Well, maybe... although like mine fantasy can inspire or vice versa... I just wrote about what I like, about what I would like to try... There is one more point to take into account... any girl who will be "inspired" by my fantasy... most likely It won’t be so easy to put all this into practice... it’s good if it’s all supported by your husband (if you have one, of course)... but if there’s no husband... what to do... you can’t tell anyone about such addictions... not enough or... with a stranger, an unfamiliar man\woman... if someone decides... you never know... you won’t have any problems later... and offering this to a friend... the same thing.. as if later without there won’t be any friends left... what if they are also against such a relationship?

Unread post by **Breaker** » 08 Apr 2022, 04:10

and therefore a fantasy can remain just a fantasy

08 Apr 2022, 04:21

Breker, well, unfortunately... or vice versa, fortunately... most likely all that remains is to fantasize.. I just heard somewhere that if you try the kind of relationship I wrote about a couple of times, then after that, "ordinary" sex will not be interesting... then maybe it will happen and it’s better.. fantasize for yourself on the sly and don’t get involved in things that I don’t understand anything about

Unread post by **Breaker** » 08 Apr 2022, 04:24

I don’t know... I can’t tell you
you need to try)

Unread post by **electrician** » 08 Apr 2022, 04:36

Damn, where do such good women go? Your husband is lucky. If you give free rein to your imagination, hell knows where it will lead. It’s better to just dream than to regret it later. Natalie is smart

08 Apr 2022, 04:48

electrician, thanks for the feedback. I also think that it’s better to dream for yourself.. t.s. I’ll be whole)))

Unread post by **electrician** » 08 Apr 2022, 05:24

Well, we’ve sorted out the morals, but what about fantasies? Please share, please

08 Apr 2022, 05:30

electrician, well, what’s wrong, but I have fantasies a lot... but I don’t know.. they’ll really think that I’m some kind of crazy

Unread post by **electrician** » 08 Apr 2022, 05:42

Natali_Natali,You know, we’re all a little crazy.

.If everything was fine with everyone and as they want, they wouldn’t be here. I don’t consider any wankers.

08 Apr 2022, 05:55

electrician, well, I won’t speak for everyone.. . but I also sometimes caress myself when I fantasize about such things... and I think that if this is not the norm... then in any case there is nothing wrong with it...
but about fantasies.. you can. and write more.... I don’t know.. it’s not damn difficult for me

Unread post by **electrician** » 08 Apr 2022, 06:01

Natali_Natali: 08 Apr 2022, 05:55
Natali_Natali: 08 Apr 2022, 05:55 damn it’s not difficult for me
It’s not difficult, write. It’s useful for you, people are interested

Unread post by **Breaker** » 08 Apr 2022, 06:03

Natali_Natali: 08 Apr 2022, 05:55 electrician, well, I won’t talk for everyone... but I also sometimes caress myself when I fantasize about such things... and I think that if this is not the norm... then in any case there is nothing bad in it...
about fantasies.. you can also write.... I don’t know.. damn it’s not difficult for me

and in what environment do you caress yourself, with what? )

Unread post by **electrician** » 08 Apr 2022, 06:09

Especially from a sane person, otherwise when you read it here, you’ll go crazy.,, Oooh, cool pussy, I would cum all over you,,. Is it enough to cum all over you?

.Although, maybe this is also a fantasy, who knows.

08 Apr 2022, 06:11

electrician, ))) I’ll write... what about my adequacy... probably I’m not so normal anymore, if I admit to such things, I also discuss them... although... there’s nothing bad about it

Breker, well... I try to do such things, when I’m alone at home... or when I’m secluded in the bathroom... no one bothers me, no one distracts me... just don’t think that this is all I do there all day long and in general I’m just thinking about how to lock myself in the bathroom, well and start...

Unread post by **Breaker** » 08 Apr 2022, 06:12

Natali_Natali: 08 Apr 2022, 06:11 Breker, well... such I try to do things when I’m alone at home... or when I’m alone in the bathroom... no one bothers or distracts... Just don’t think that this is all I do there all day long and generally just think about how I should lock myself in the bathroom and start...

I think that everything is logical, that you don’t do such things every day

Well, tell me... do you caress yourself to orgasm?

Unread post by **electrician** » 08 Apr 2022, 06:20

Natali_Natali: 08 Apr 2022, 06:11 just don’t think that this is all I do there all day long and in general I just think about how to lock myself in the bathroom and start...

Mmm, what a modest person. So tell me what you are like in life.

08 Apr 2022, 06:52

Breker, damn... I caress you to orgasm, of course. . If you have already started, then you need to bring everything to its “logical end”.. otherwise why would you start then))).. for this, so that no one interferes and there is no need to interrupt, and I try to do such things when no one interferes. and I’m alone in the house

Unread post by **Breaker** » 08 Apr 2022, 06:56

Natali_Natali: 08 Apr 2022, 06:52 Breker, damn... I caress of course until orgasm.. if you have already started, then you need to bring everything to the “logical end”.. otherwise why would you start))).. for this, so that no one interferes and there is no need to interrupt, and I try to do such things when no one bothers you and I’m alone in the house

with your hands or do you have toys?
and + you think about your fantasies... probably later amazing orgasm

08 Apr 2022, 08:35

Breker, my fantasies very much depend on my mood and this or that one that I am thinking about at the moment... for example, if you fantasize about your work colleagues, then this is one fantasy. and if about a friend or just a casual acquaintance, then I can fantasize about completely different things

Unread post by **electrician** » 08 Apr 2022, 10:19

Natali_Natali, Is this just fantasy for you, or are you I’m ready to turn them into reality. Well, just be honest.

08 Apr 2022, 10:29

electrician, well, how can I say... you never know that I’m ready in my thoughts... for me, it’s simply not realistic to realize such fantasies... unless I manage to convince my husband to change his attitude towards such sex... and agreeing to such things in secret from him, it means simply crossing out the family. husband and all the good things that I have with him now...
it’s just very difficult to implement all this, because you can’t approach the first person you meet with such requests...
but offering such things to a friend \for a friend... it’s also not easy.. firstly, it’s unknown how he\she will react to such a proposal... and secondly.... if something happens.. what if I don’t like it.. and then what ? what to do next... I’m not an idiot and I understand perfectly well that it won’t be possible to keep what happened a secret.... friend\girlfriend will still spill the beans to someone... not even to spite me, but just to show off to someone else... .. and then... in a month they will point fingers at me in my area.

Unread post by **niqk** » 08 Apr 2022, 10:59

Natali_Natali: 08 Apr 2022, 10:29 electrician, well, how can I say.. . You never know what I’m ready for in my thoughts... for me it’s simply not realistic to realize such fantasies... unless I manage to convince my husband to change his attitude towards such sex... but agreeing to such things in secret from him, it just means. cross out the family. husband and all the good things that I have with him now...
it’s just very difficult to implement all this, because you can’t approach the first person you meet with such requests...
but offering such things to a friend \for a friend... it’s also not easy.. firstly, it’s unknown how he\she will react to such a proposal... and secondly.... if something happens.. what if I don’t like it.. and then what ? what to do next... I’m not an idiot and I understand perfectly well that it won’t be possible to keep what happened a secret.... friend\girlfriend will still spill the beans to someone... not even to spite me, but just to show off to someone else... .. well, then.... in a month they will point fingers at me in my area

A common sense approach! Well done!

Unread post by **electrician** » 08 Apr 2022, 11:09

Thank you for your frankness

Unread post by **Salary** » 08 Apr 2022, 12:27

Natali_Natali: 08 Apr 2022, 06:11 ))) I’ll write... and as for my adequacy... I’m probably not so normal anymore, if I admit to such things, I also discuss them... although... and there’s nothing bad about it

So, Natali_Natali, stop! these are just sexual preferences... and questions about adequacy when there are dogs and horses... I don’t even go into those topics

So everything is fine and judging by yours There are no questions about the adequacy of the messages, you can be calm and continue to dream and attract at least a little husband

08 Apr 2022, 12:31

Karama, ok))) thanks for the feedback

Unread post by **Andrewv** » 09 Apr 2022, 01:06

Natali_Natali: 07 Apr 2022, 10:45 I don’t know where I got such desires, but I’ve always been turned on by thoughts about submission and humiliation in sex... And not even in sex, but in general... And I’m not some kind of “downtrodden” and “cluttered” "girl... I would say, quite the opposite... But fantasies about submission and humiliation have visited me since childhood... Not since kindergarten, of course... But since school... from the 7th or 8th grade- go, when I already "understood what was what" and although I had not tried anything yet, I fantasized and dreamed "to the fullest"... No one bullied me at school, did not press me... nothing like that.. .. But I fantasized and dreamed very often about just such relationships...
With age, of course, fantasies change a little, but still, for the most part they are about exactly this. Fantasies about public humiliation and submission in public are very exciting... For example, one of the fantasies... Some kind of club or cozy cafe... a small group has gathered there... celebrating some event... everyone is smartly dressed.. drinking and have a snack.... they talk about their own things there or maintain a general conversation... well, like at any get-togethers...
At first, I, too, was smartly dressed at the holiday... but then... the person with whom I came here... it could be either a man or a woman... orders me to undress... right here in front of everyone... and he\she has power over me and I have no right to disobey and am forced to do everything they tell me. ..when I find myself completely naked.. then everyone falls silent at first.. they seem to be in shock... after all, they know me as a “successful and unapproachable” girl, and then suddenly this... at first I still don’t understand myself lead... but then.. seeing that I myself follow all the orders, that no one is forcing me.. they become bolder... and begin to touch me... they themselves begin to order me... while calling me the dirtiest words.. . they spank there... on the face of the butt... not hard... but in order to humiliate me even more... some of the guests are braver, they themselves begin to give me orders... someone films everything that happens on the phone.. .. and then... after a while, they start blackmailing me with these photos and videos..... and I follow further orders, fearing that these photos will be shown to all my friends and colleagues.. I sink lower and lower... Sorry, I won’t write down the details of everything they will do to me.... but in general something like this... and this is my most harmless fantasy)))

You are a hot girl) and the guy is very lucky to have you, it’s just a pity that he doesn’t share your thoughts. Well done for not cheating, considering what fantasies you have, this is very good. In your case, I can advise you to buy toys and fantasize when your husband is not at home) and I think that your fantasies are the norm)

09 Apr 2022, 01:21

Andrewv, I agree with you.. and yes, fantasize It’s better when no one is home at all.. so as not to disturb)))

Unread post by **electrician** » 09 Apr 2022, 01:28

Natali_Natali, oh how I want to see how you fantasize

Unread post by **Denach** » 09 Apr 2022, 01:37

Natali_Natali: 08 Apr 2022, 04:04 Well, maybe... although how can my imagination inspire or vice versa... I just wrote about what I like, about what I would like to try... There is one more point to take into account... for any girl who "will inspire" my imagination... most likely it will not be so easy to put all this into practice... it is good if all this is supported by the husband (if he exists, of course)... and if there is no husband.. what to do. .. you can’t tell anyone about such addictions... you never know... with a stranger, an unfamiliar man\woman.. if someone decides... you never know... you won’t have any problems later... but offer this to a friend\ to a friend... the same thing... how would you not be left without friends later... what if they are also against such relationships

I agree, now everyone can find few normal ones, but here are blackmailers, gossips and other rotten things that ruin life to hell (((

09 Apr 2022, 01:46

Den725, I agree... people are very different..

Unread post by **Denach** » 09 Apr 2022, 01:58

Natali_Natali, Yes, really, you are a good girl! It’s right that she carries you in her arms, it’s not often that you meet such a girl who does not cheat on a man despite her such desires and maybe even additional fantasies))). It’s just really a shame that you can’t make your wishes come true with your husband who loves you so much (((. Maybe you should put a little pressure on him and get on your nerves every day, maybe he’ll agree for once so that he can fall behind)))

09 Apr 2022, 02:01

Den725, I think getting on my husband’s nerves will not solve anything my problem

Unread post by **Denach** » 09 Apr 2022, 02:04

And so you try, it’s not torture, and he already knows about it, you won’t shock him with this if you ask!

Unread post by **electrician** » 09 Apr 2022, 02:17

Are you not excited by the idea that you are here on the forum, surrounded by a crowd of men, naked, if not physically, but still. Does this look like what they wrote about? Maybe we’ll spoil you a little here, maybe not a little. But it’s more interesting for you will ,,fantasize,,.What’s the idea?

Unread post by **Denach** » 09 Apr 2022, 02:24

electrician, It seems to me that she is purple compared to others. No offense, just tell the forum here, so to speak, talk it out, listen, and even find out information about what else you can think about))) Or maybe I’ll really like your idea?

Unread post by **electrician** » 09 Apr 2022, 02:39

So I’m not insisting, I’m just throwing out an idea.

Unread post by **Denach** » 09 Apr 2022, 02:44

electrician, I understand. And it’s right that we need to help in some way.